just the one today
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Gonna work on a fanmix next, I think. I have like 800 songs read to go but lazyyyy and RP are keeping me from finishing anything >_>;
An art poast
La la la it's been a while...
( doodley dooo under the cut~ )
Jesus I feel like I haven't drawn in like 800 years... Probs 'cause I haven't.
( doodley dooo under the cut~ )
Jesus I feel like I haven't drawn in like 800 years... Probs 'cause I haven't.
Oh hey, it's an art poast.
I'm not dead, hey look at that. Just the one Dean/Cas pic today. c:
( intoxicated art, you have been warned. :P )
( intoxicated art, you have been warned. :P )
SPN Fanmix // Big Bad [Godstiel]
New LJ cut system hates me, so sorry for the flist spam. :|
Weak and Powerless [Tilling My Grave remix] // A Perfect Circle
Tilling my own grave to keep me level
Jam another dragon down the hole
Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren
One that pushes me along and leaves me so
Desperate and ravenous,
So weak and powerless over you
I Don't Care // Three Days Grace
If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care,
(I never cared about, I never cared about)
I don't care,
And all the things you left behind,
I don't care,
(you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me)
I don't care at all
Part of Me // Tool
You don't speak.
You don't judge.
You can't
leave.
You can't hurt me.
You're just here for me to use.
Elixir // Angelspit
Boldly rush where angels won't go.
Bound up perfected 5 inches inflated
You'll be an overnight extrovert
Patternthe body, beauty by numbers
breathe in tight, this is going to hurt
Excessinto muscle
Jesus pill binge
Water into wine
Devil in a syringe
Just Like You // Three Days Grace
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
Devilicious // Angelspit
In the name of the flesh, name of debauchery
twisted majik in black laced tied all over me
tonight's menu covers a multitude of sin
don't think I am an Angel, just because I have wings
Grind // Angelspit
you can suck my cock 'coz i'm tired of sucking yours
ticking boxes, sting you up with your heels clicking
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GRIND head down tails up define your purpose
SLAVE til you bleed and you are raw to the bone
GRIND head down tails up define your status
Move Bitch // Ludacris
But i'ma tell you like this bitch
You best not walk in front ' my tour bus
Tear Garden [unfall chocolatefurwine remix] // Iamx
I saw bright open common sense,
I do evil things and evil things return,
And I'm praying on, I'm praying for me.
You can't hide, I remove from you every
Tiny strength in everything you do.
I kick you down,
I'll break you with a tender touch,
And then the tears cried in the tear garden,
Will be for life.
Adore, Adore // Yoav
Adore, adore
Bow down before.
Bow down
before.
Adore, adore.
A star is born, you start to fall
Down on
your knees
And adore me.
Move Your Dead Bones // Dr Reanimator
All you people listen to your reanimator
Don't hesitate and give it atry
And you'll be quite satisfied just as long as I can give you
Aguarantee that you'll never die
SPN Fanmix // i'll try to kiss you if you let me [Dean/Cassie]
Oh man, my SPN OTP to end all OTPs. <3 I want Cassie to come back and be awesome and help the boys in season 7 like BURNING. I've been working on this mix since.... I joined the fandom last year. Yeah. Only 10 songs but I'm satisfied so.. :D Enjoy, flist.
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Laptop is being screwy. Still coughing. PMSing. Start school on Tuesday. Bill is apparently unpaid.
Life is annoying today. :|
Life is annoying today. :|
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Things to do when you're sick and trying to recover:
- Sleep for seven years
- Beat up a phantom
- Hunt the fuckin' Poe
- Climb up a volcano
Things not to do when you're sick and trying to recover:
- Go to a pool/drinking party with a strict prescription of No Fun Whatsoever
- Stay at said party longer than you really should have because of guilt
- Work with the catering company and further bust your ankle
- Overexert yourself for money
This has been a PSA brought to you by my week.
- Sleep for seven years
- Beat up a phantom
- Hunt the fuckin' Poe
- Climb up a volcano
Things not to do when you're sick and trying to recover:
- Go to a pool/drinking party with a strict prescription of No Fun Whatsoever
- Stay at said party longer than you really should have because of guilt
- Work with the catering company and further bust your ankle
- Overexert yourself for money
This has been a PSA brought to you by my week.
some art
The fandom is hibernating until show is back, so I'm chillin' too. Just a few lame pics for now... Working on stuff for ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
spn_reversebang , but obvs that is a secret for now. :P
( x2 under the cut )
spn_reversebang , but obvs that is a secret for now. :P( x2 under the cut )
SPN Fanmix - Sugar We're Going Down Swingin' // Dean
A-Side // Cock it and Pull it
Do You Want To // Franz Ferdinand
Here we are at the transmission party
I love your friends
They're all so arty
Oh yeah
When I woke up tonight
I said I'm gonna make somebody love me
I'm Gonna make somebody love me
And now I know, now I know, now I know
I know that it's you
You're Lucky, lucky, you're so lucky
Here we are at the transmission party
I love your friends
They're all so arty
Oh yeah
When I woke up tonight
I said I'm gonna make somebody love me
I'm Gonna make somebody love me
And now I know, now I know, now I know
I know that it's you
You're Lucky, lucky, you're so lucky
Everybody Loves Me // One Republic
Oh my!
Feels just like I don't try
Looks so good i might die
All i know is everybody loves me
Get down,
Swaying to my own sound
Flashes in my face now
All i know is everybody loves me
Everybody loves me
Sugar We're Going Down // Fall Out Boy
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, were going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded gun complex, cock it and pull it
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, were going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded gun complex, cock it and pull it
Darling Nikki // Foo Fighters
The castle started spinning
Or maybe it was my brain
I can't tell you what she did to me
But my body will never be the same
Her lovin' will kick your behind
Oh, she'll show you no mercy
But she'll sho'nuff sho'nuff show you how to grind
I've Been Everywhere // Johnny Cash
He asked me if I'd seen a road with so much dust and sand.
And I said, "Listen, I've traveled every road in this here land!"
I've been everywhere, man.
I've been everywhere, man.
Crossed the desert's bare, man.
I've breathed the mountain air, man.
Of travel I've had my share, man.
I've been everywhere.
I've been to:
Reno, Chicago, Fargo, Minnesota,
Buffalo, Toronto, Winslow, Sarasota,
Wichita, Tulsa, Ottawa, Oklahoma,
Tampa, Panama, Mattawa, La Paloma,
Bangor, Baltimore, Salvador, Amarillo,
Tocapillo, Baranquilla, and Perdilla, I'm a killer.
He asked me if I'd seen a road with so much dust and sand.
And I said, "Listen, I've traveled every road in this here land!"
I've been everywhere, man.
I've been everywhere, man.
Crossed the desert's bare, man.
I've breathed the mountain air, man.
Of travel I've had my share, man.
I've been everywhere.
I've been to:
Reno, Chicago, Fargo, Minnesota,
Buffalo, Toronto, Winslow, Sarasota,
Wichita, Tulsa, Ottawa, Oklahoma,
Tampa, Panama, Mattawa, La Paloma,
Bangor, Baltimore, Salvador, Amarillo,
Tocapillo, Baranquilla, and Perdilla, I'm a killer.
Days Like These // Asia
It's either easy
Or it's impossible
And if you ain't got it
You ain't never gonna get it
But once you find it
You gotta grab it
Reach down your own throat
And yank it to the surface
That may be brutal
May be gory
But whatever else it is
It's my story
And I believe it
Yeah, I can see it
I sing it out, shout it out
Gimme death or glory
Citizen Soldier // 3 Doors Down
Hope and pray, that you never need me.
But rest assured I will not let you down.
I walk beside you, but you may not see me.
The strongest among you may not wear a crown.
On the day when you need your brothers and sisters to care.
I'll be right here.
On that day when you don't have strength for the burden you bear.
I'll be right here.
Hope and pray, that you never need me.
But rest assured I will not let you down.
I walk beside you, but you may not see me.
The strongest among you may not wear a crown.
On the day when you need your brothers and sisters to care.
I'll be right here.
On that day when you don't have strength for the burden you bear.
I'll be right here.
Turn Up the Radio // Autograph
Day in, day out, all week long
Things go better with rock
The only time I turn it down
Is when I'm sleepin' it off
Turn up the radio
I need the music, gimme some more
Turn up the tape machine
I wanna feel it and you know what I mean
Brahman // Shoji Meguro
{Instrumental}
{Instrumental}
B- Side // Loaded Gun Complex
6 Gun Quota // Seether
I find it hard to live with all my choices
It's time to turn a deaf ear to those voices
Did you ever think to ask my opinion
Did you ever think to ask if i'm ok?
I've burned down every bridge that i've found
Now i limit myself to a six gun quota
I've played down every feelin' i've felt
And i bottled them up 'til the well ran over
I find it hard to live with all my choices
It's time to turn a deaf ear to those voices
Did you ever think to ask my opinion
Did you ever think to ask if i'm ok?
I've burned down every bridge that i've found
Now i limit myself to a six gun quota
I've played down every feelin' i've felt
And i bottled them up 'til the well ran over
Epiphany // Staind
'Cause I can't take anymore of this,
I wanna come apart,
or dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for attention,
yet I always try to hide
'Cause I can't take anymore of this,
I wanna come apart,
or dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for attention,
yet I always try to hide
Paint Hell Red // Angelspit
Beat at the head ‘til you run red girl (pretty cannibal girl)
wake Shieva, I’m gunna Paint Hell Red (little miss vex girl)
beat at the head ‘til you run red girl (night working blade girl)
raise Hades, I’m gunna Paint Hell Red (razor lolly-pop girl)
and the cat said…
a slut is she, who eats the flesh
drinks the blood, kaka in bed
her play thing, soiled mess
come on puppy, Let’s play dead
Beat at the head ‘til you run red girl (pretty cannibal girl)
wake Shieva, I’m gunna Paint Hell Red (little miss vex girl)
beat at the head ‘til you run red girl (night working blade girl)
raise Hades, I’m gunna Paint Hell Red (razor lolly-pop girl)
and the cat said…
a slut is she, who eats the flesh
drinks the blood, kaka in bed
her play thing, soiled mess
come on puppy, Let’s play dead
Overture/Going Through The Motions // Sarah Michelle Gellar
I've been making shows of trading blows,
Just hoping no one knows that I've been going through the motions,
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart
I was always brave and kind of righteous,
Now I find I'm waviering
You crawl out of your grave,
You find this fight just doesn't mean a thing
I've been making shows of trading blows,
Just hoping no one knows that I've been going through the motions,
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart
I was always brave and kind of righteous,
Now I find I'm waviering
You crawl out of your grave,
You find this fight just doesn't mean a thing
I Would Hurt A Fly // Built to Spill
let you go to sleep
feeling bad as me
let you go to sleep
feeling bad
there's a mean bone in my body
it's connected to the problems that I won't take for an answer
and I won't take that from you
because I'd hurt a fly
let you go to sleep
feeling bad as me
let you go to sleep
feeling bad
there's a mean bone in my body
it's connected to the problems that I won't take for an answer
and I won't take that from you
because I'd hurt a fly
The Noose // A Perfect Circle
Recall the deeds as if they're all
Someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn
Before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
Recall the deeds as if they're all
Someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn
Before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
The View // Modest Mouse
As life gets longer, awful feels softer.
Well it feels pretty soft to me.
And if it takes shit to make bliss,
well I feel pretty blissfully.
As life gets longer, awful feels softer.
Well it feels pretty soft to me.
And if it takes shit to make bliss,
well I feel pretty blissfully.
Engel // Rammstein
God knows I don't want to be an angel
They live behind the sunshine
separated from us, infinite expanse
they must cling to the stars (very tightly)
so they won't fall from the sky
God knows I don't want to be an angel
They live behind the sunshine
separated from us, infinite expanse
they must cling to the stars (very tightly)
so they won't fall from the sky
Atonement // Shoji Meguro
{Instrumental}
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SO I FOUND PANTS FOR STONER!CAS TODAY.
Fucking amazing, I totally just lucked into them. Now I just need to fix the collar of the shirt and get my beads and I am DONE SON. WITH LIKE A WEEK TO SPARE FUCK YES.
Also, I won like $200 at bingo today! I now have enough money to finish paying for the ranch and buy my beads. And the $10 parking to get the beads. 8'D;;;
Chillin with fronds tonight at the BWW after having dinner with my parents and my niece who is here for a few days.
Today is not awful at all. C8
Looking more and more forward to Otakon as it gets closer, it's gonna be epic oh man. Can't wait to do the adult con thing.
Also, I won like $200 at bingo today! I now have enough money to finish paying for the ranch and buy my beads. And the $10 parking to get the beads. 8'D;;;
Chillin with fronds tonight at the BWW after having dinner with my parents and my niece who is here for a few days.
Today is not awful at all. C8
Looking more and more forward to Otakon as it gets closer, it's gonna be epic oh man. Can't wait to do the adult con thing.
shit ton of plushie pics
Lol so many pictures..( x12 under the cut )
All of these were made using patterns from AshFantastic at deviantArt
All of these were made using patterns from AshFantastic at deviantArt