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[shichiloaf]

Awesome day.

So I had a panic attack in the car today coming home from school.  I had to pull over and was like hyperventilating trying to get back onto the road and no one would let me in.  Terrifying.

And while eating my awesome stale bagel (since they have like no food left at the school after 4:30 apparently) a piece of the filling thing on my chipped tooth broke off so now it's really sharp and cuts my lip.  Sweet.  I felt like such a huge loser sitting eating dinner alone at the school, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and cry.

Oh, and my doctor didn't give me another prescription and I won't have enough to last me a month, I'm a week short.  
AND my skin is looking less than awesome this week, which blows because if it's this bad already it's gonna be terrible for NYCC.  Just what I need.

Got my syllabus for Abnormal Psych, my teacher seemed like a HUGE bitch.  So I dropped it and picked up Women and Gender Studies, which should be helpful considering my current gender identity crisis.  Seriously, the Abnormal Psych teacher had that we can't laugh in class in the syllabus.  I think not, fuck that shit.

My meds failed me, I felt like shit all day....   I hope tomorrow is better...  I think I'm going to New Hope with Roxy after class, so that should be fun..

And right now, I'm WoWing.  And by WoWing I mean dicking around on my dk and being totally unproductive.  I did all my homework and had a shitty day, it's allowed.

Comments

[lifeasacloud.livejournal.com]

That sounds like a terribly shitty day.

What meds are you on?

From on crazy girl to another, I take Ativan for my panic attacks plus a shit ton of other meds.

If I went to your school, I would have eaten dinner with you.

Hope tomorrow is a better day. -insert uplifting quote-

:D

[shichiloaf.livejournal.com]

I take Wellbutrin XL for depression.
It's funny that you mention Ativan, I used to use that to sleep before my doctor gave me Ambien... Maybe I'll try that if I start to freak out again, I have enough of it leftover.

I hope it is... I won't be alone all day so it should be okay...

Thank you. *hug*

[lifeasacloud.livejournal.com]

I used to take Wellbutrin but now I take Celexa and Depakote for bipolar! weeeee.

Yeah talk to your doc about getting more Ativan, it helps stop the intensity of a panic attack.

IT'S AMAZING.

*hugs back*

[shichiloaf.livejournal.com]

I think I have enough, I've never had anything like that happen before, it was so out of nowhere.. I mean I was stressed out but usually I get over stupid little shit now...

Ugh. I hope it doesn't happen again. :

[sandyladoo2you.livejournal.com]

Oh god. Failday... I am so sorry... what time did you get out of class? Me and Ellory would have come and gotten you for shenanigans... I hope your day is better tomorrow!!

[shichiloaf.livejournal.com]

I got out of computer literacy at 5, I'll be done at 5 every day on Mondays now, but Thursdays I'll be there until around 8:30.

I dropped my 6pm class at 5:57 so I figured you guys had already gone.

[chibikirby.livejournal.com]

D: I hope your day is better tomorrow.

[shichiloaf.livejournal.com]

Thank you... It had better be. D:>